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A normal person touched by deeds of kindness & hurt by malice. A qualified management graduate by education, i'm a Human Resources professional.I love to scribble my thoughts, giving it a way of expression in both the languages English & Hindi. Writing for me is a divine intervention and music heals my soul. Expressing yourself through the power of words is a beautiful feeling and the fervour takes you into another world of imagination.

Tuesday 20 December 2011

Falling in love with....

As he finally covered the last steps of the distance between us, closing in, my heart started pounding. For a moment he stared at me, brushing aside the strands of my hair that breeze was playing with, disconcerting him. He held my hand, as if he never wanted to let go of it, our fingers seemed to fit together in just the right way, effortlessly clasped like perfect complements. He leaned in closer and touched my lips with his, beneath a blanket of stars, where the only voice audible was of the waves, as we were standing close to a dune on a beach witnessing a peaceful night, surrounded by an ocean which was blackened with the natural effect of the alluring night. And then suddenly as the sun crested the sky, the dunes, the world alike with its magnanimous golden rays, I quite realized I had been dreaming and there came an end to a lovely dream, ‘coz of sun’s jealousy. Anyway, the morning itself was so pleasing that I decided to meander on the beach (decided to make the most of it as I was on the land of beaches – Goa). Trudging through the sand, I just couldn’t help feeling like an amateur who was probably searching for something, like a child would desperately search for seashells; of course even I quite enjoy that. When I tried to focus on the world around me, I just couldn’t keep my gaze off it – the sun risen out of the sea, the thrill of morning bird song, the lingering mist atop the waves, as if the glorifying morning was riveted in their beauty, only adding to it. Without any conscious thought, I tried to feel the sand beneath my feet and the cold breeze caressed my cheeks like it wanted to play with me. I was living a different world away from the crowd, amidst the beauty of nature, which gave me a serene feeling, & I fell in love with it instantly. The amazing morning, none of it & all of it felt real, more real than anything I’d known for years, as if I was meeting a new world with a new meaning.
After the morning walk, the wow feeling following it was difficult to hide. I wanted to spend my evening as well on the beach, as I just love sunsets. Sunset for me is like soothing my restless soul. It helps me in finding ways to fill the emptiness of my heart & answers I yearn to find my existence. The sight of the sun laying down making way for the night, leaving tinges of orange shade in the sky with the surrounding tranquility & sound of the waves splashing on the shore is just amazing. The horizon seems like a canvas of oil painting extending its hues to the world. And this was exactly what I experienced there. The moment I reached, I sat down on the beach, burying my hands in the sand, it felt so good. Then I scooped up a handful of sand & let it trickle through my fingers, chuckling, as if I was lost in my own world. As the sand sifted through the passage of my fingers, I felt like a child happy to play with sand, making different structures out of it. I took off my sandals & decided to walk on the surf, the wet sand trickling my bare feet & made me giggle like a kid. 

Walking down the beach, every now & then I stopped & bent over to retrieve seashells, which were half buried in the sand, washed over by the waves. After examining them in my hand, I tossed all of them back into the sea. The contentment of the entire thing was something I could feel within. As the evening slowly turned into night, the air just got cooler & I stood there watching the beach water blackened due to the night, still lights of clubs adjacent to the beach making it glitter. Stars twinkling in the sky and small lanterns (small parachute like lanterns are lit up in the night on the beach & are drifted towards the sky) all lit up in the sky gave the sky a dazzling look. As the zephyr chilled, I realized I was freezing, to the extent that tears rolled down my cheek, only to make me feel that I was alive, else I always thought I'd  become quite numb to everything. I felt like the breeze was caressing my cheeks & its love overflowed through my eyes making it wet. It was time for me to bid adieu to all the fun I'd with the beautiful nature & depart for the day.
After a peaceful time at the beach all day, I could feel my heart overjoyed with the day gone by & the things it witnessed, with a new perspective & more so the glory of the nature. And as I strode back to my hotel room, all I could feel was love abound, as if my heart was burning with love. The last thought on my mind, while I was covering the final steps towards my room was……"I'm falling in love, perhaps with the majestic beauty of the nature."
                           

Monday 12 December 2011

Those unspoken words…..

“Likhte rahe hain tumhe roz hi magar, khwaisho ke khat kabhi bheje hi nahi…
Anek lagake zara padhna woh chitthiya, aankhon ke paani mein rakhna woh chitthiya…”
Amazing lines from one of the famous songs, penned by the all time great poet and writer
Gulzarji. A beautiful thought, penned even more beautifully, giving an aura of emotions to the words written. Well the purpose of writing and reminding y’all of these lines is very clear (before I stray from the topic, let’s just stick to it), how many of us have done something like this in our lives…???? Isn’t that a question worth to ponder over??? I mean many of us must be having a book, or diary..or must have scribbled some good ol’ papers, lying in dust somewhere today…isn't it or probably nowadays people make good use of their computers and laptops and prefer to save all their work or pent up feelings (best option to keep it safe, unless you have a backup) in them. The gist of all this is, somewhere, sometime in life there must have been that day, where you must have felt extreme joy, pain, sadness or probably somewhere in between all these, which must have prodded you to pen something from your book of thoughts straight from the heart, sealed in the book like you keep your deepest darkest secret, & delivered to a place where nobody can actually catch hold of it, isn't it???? I’m sure most of us have done this. And I’m sure most of you would agree to this, when I say it quite puts your mind at peace when you write or scribble your feelings or best put as pent up feelings, that you just can’t seem to share with anyone else. It makes you feel relaxed and you churn out your thought process to pour it down on a piece of paper, exactly the way you feel.

Sometimes your true feelings are found in the words which you type or write, but never send. Probably we write things for someone, with all the love & seriousness only to keep it with ourselves as a memory. And when you look back, over these memories, you only cherish it, by remembering how you really felt at that time. And these feelings, thoughts or emotions become those unspoken words that back then, never actually found a way to your lips and got sealed forever in your diary or book of thoughts and more so in your heart. It never found expression in your spoken words, probably ‘coz you couldn't muster up the courage to express them & give them their due. But their presence in your written book, scribbled paper or diary keeps them alive forever with fragrance that fills your life with reminisces abound. So just check those papers, diary or book today where all your feelings, once found an expression, through words written, but could never be spoken!!!

This post is dedicated to all those people who share my thoughts and have something like this to their credit, where their feelings once poured outta their heart and got sealed in a book, words written to express, yet unspoken….!!!

Saturday 10 December 2011

Little Voice.....!!!


“Deep inside my soul…I heard a little voice…
I tried to ignore it crushing it aside….
But it kept on persisting with a radiant gleam of smile
Making me feel subdued to hear it out aloud….
I still tried to repress it & closed my eyes…
Moments later, I was wide awake….
This little voice held my breath & whispered in my ears….
“Why do you avoid me or turn a deaf ear to????…I am your conscience…
Your heart…Just came to tell you that you have been living a lie….
You have been faking this cheerful smile…which has lost its magic
Why do you do this to you, when you know the truth?Why have you become so numb????
Why don’t you accept the fact that you are not a stone, and have a heart….
That pulsates every second to corroborate the fact that you are still alive
You are still the same, just pretending you are not….
It’s just that you are missing him deep down the core of your heart…!”

I Love You...!!!



When the drops of rain, touch the parched earth & mitigates its thirst,
I feel a craving (longing) in my soul and that is, when I realize I love you….!!!

When a butterfly sits on a flower & feels the jauntiness & warmth of its petals
It makes me feel cozy & I believe that I love you…!!!

When the morning dew beautifies the flowers & grass like an oysteral pearl
I feel you are somewhere close,with feelings more intense, admitting that I love you….!!!

When this emptiness of heart spreads all around like a desolate ocean,
Your memories make me feel you are near, again strengthening the emotion that I love you…!!!

When I walk in a crowd & still feel all alone & your thoughts still play on my mind
I give up to my fighting soul accepting that I love you…..!!!

When at times I keep on prattling & moments later my silence is prolonged
I feel that my heart is into you &  i'am deeper in love with you…..!!!

When I think about you every minute, every hour & miss all your talks in your absence,
I accept that my heart has lost a beautiful battle to you…..!!!

When my eyes often see what is beheld by yours & my emotions are stirred by your thoughts
It leaves no ambiguity that I really love you…..!!!

When I feel, live, talk & breathe you every second of my life
I do not need to ask myself…’coz I already know that I love you…!!!



Without You....!!!




Fighting a knightly war with my feelings, finding it hard to breathe
My heart is racing away like the season of autumn runs when spring sets in place
I feel all alone in the moonlit beautiful night, when you are not by my side     
This barrenness of soul spreads like a desolate ocean…Without You….!!!

These flowers don’t smell nor does their freshness allures
The stars, the moon mean nothing at all
As day gives way to the night, I miss you with my feelings precise 
Momentary and fleeting yet conjures the beautiful times we spent,
That detonates in my memory like poignant landmines, hidden under the weedy mass of years....Without You….!!!

These roads seem very lonely to walk without your hands in my hand
The dawn & the dusk looks alike with my eyes perennially searching for you,
When autumn gives way to spring with the scattered leaves smiling
The flowers bloom and the cruel thorns seem to enjoy a grin,
I still feel my world is all deserted, with numbness galore....Without You…!!!

When I sit alone by the sea, the chilled breeze touches my face
Like always I want it to answer my prayers
To guide me with an answer I yearn and show my life a way
But as I look at the tranquility of the sea, it deepens all the more
And with obstinacy, it doesn’t seem to invoke the same emotions as before…Without You…!!!

If you are not mine, why everything seems so meaningless…
Why does this heart waits for you by holding every breath…
Why does it feels only you are the life among the dead…
My voice, my soul, my thoughts are dying here….
But I believe there is something more…
Just breathe into me and make me real…
Everything’s incomplete Without You….!!!

Sunday 4 December 2011

Don’t slip back – lend a hand….!!!


World AIDS Day is observed on 1st of December every year to raise awareness about the AIDS pandemic caused by the spread of HIV infection and also it is an opportunity for people worldwide to unite in the fight against HIV. It is very important for everyone to learn more about the HIV epidemic, its underlying causes, the crippling stigma & discrimination that lie at the heart of the challenge in tackling this crisis.

Large parts of India remain without adequate monitoring. Access to prevention & care remains inadequate for most people vulnerable to HIV. And why is this? The answer is Stigma, Stigma, and Stigma…!!! Society still treats HIV positive people like dirt - they often loose their jobs, their families, social circles shun them, their children are thrown out of school. This happens in cities like Mumbai too, where we should know better. Aids infected people are always kept aloof from the society as if we castigate them, for being the victim of this deadly virus. They are ostracized from the society. People living with HIV have faced violent attacks, been rejected by families, spouses and communities, been refused medical treatment, and even, in some cases, denied the last rites before they die. How can we become so heartless for the people we once owned, loved & cared about??  Is slipping back the only option?? No instead we need to lend them a helping hand, to make their suffering less painful. Loving such people is not going to transmit the virus to you. It does not spread by embracing, casual kissing, shaking hands, working together, taking bath or swimming together with HIV infected person.

It’s ironic that the health care sector itself is stigmatizing when it comes to HIV. There’s no doubt that India as a whole & cities like Mumbai in particular, have made significant strides in targeting the epidemic from a holistic perspective. We need to spread awareness among people to help curb the reach of Aids. Dissemination of information in the remote parts of India and the most neglected strata of the society that is more vulnerable is of utmost priority. We need to talk about it and educate people instead of thinking that it’s a stigma or lashing at people who make efforts to reach out to the masses to help the cause.

Stalwarts like Bill & Melinda Gates, have done so much to fund crucial global public health projects including Avahan - an initiative to reduce the spread of HIV in IndiaAlso celebrities like Richard Gere , Karan Johar & society doyenne Parmeshwar Godrej (Heroes Project) have stepped forward , to chip away at the ignorance & complacency that pervades our society as a whole regarding HIV. Those who enjoy power & are in a position to engage & influence huge population should do so. It really doesn’t take a huge effort; those in position of power should lend support to such causes and reach out to the masses.

Let’s unite in the efforts to educate people and help the cause let alone doing any world of good to them or limiting ourself to that part of the moral laden society that can only stigmatize or mock at people, only proving & giving a sense of their parochial thinking which stinks.



Tuesday 29 November 2011

Time Flies..Memories don't...!!!

The roads that I’ve burned along the way
Have left me with these scars that won’t go away
And holding on to the memories of yesterdays
I’m thinking of all the time when you were mine

I can still breathe you every second
I can see you smile & hear you laugh
I can still feel you lean into kiss me
And I can’t help but wonder if ever you miss me

I can still feel you close to me playing around
I can still feel all your pain that you hide
Even though I’m trying hard not to recall
All these tears are blurring every line
And here I’m thinking back of, when your were mine

Standing face to face & wrapped up in your embrace
I closed my eyes & wished to never let you go
But when I opened my eyes, you were already gone
Leaving me with memories to live with & endure

I wish I was as cold as a stone to ever feel hurt & afraid
And didn’t have this heart to know the sting of the rain
I wish I was a frozen flesh to feel anything, completely numb to pain
And I could still stand strong watching you walk away

I wonder if you are in here, or my heart is just a mirror of your image
Which like scattered broken pieces of glass still reflects your face
I wish this sniveling heart stops by & dry up all the brimmed up tears
And I could stand on my own letting your memory fade
But its gonna take forever to get over you, ‘coz this pain is not gonna go away…

My heart was open, exposed & hoping
For you to lay it on the line
But in the end it seemed there was no room for me
Still I tried to change your mind

As I think of all the beautiful times we spent
Millions of memories crop up down the lane
It’s true that flowers wither & time flies away
But memories don’t fade, they always stay….!!!

Monday 31 October 2011

"Are we doing our things right?"

Most of us live simple lives, isn’t it? Wake up in the morning, do our normal routine chores and get back to our business. Then life starts with either going to college, studying (the most boring thing on earth…you will vouch) or working in the office, attending meetings, conferences, appointments, interviews, juggle everything & be creative at the end of the day to give your best (my work, so can’t crib, no option its my annadata J), & the most important work is that of our super special “Moms”, they are not housewives but “Homemaker” in the real sense of the word who manage everything (I wonder how my mom does everything, she is no doubt - a super woman). Well the point is we may not end up doing great things (same job everyday), but we can easily do numerous, small things in a great way. Actually, it is the little things in life that define us. Think about it & you will realize that all through life, it is these small things that have punctuated our lives. We may never get a national award, write a biography, be written about in the papers or be recognized when walking down the street. But that does not mean we have no identity. All of us have one & if we are comfortable with what we actually are, we’ll be much happier. God has sent us all with a purpose, how we live it up is all we have to do.
It is therefore, important to audit our lives (not the boring balance sheets of companies, have spent damn enough years tallying accounts in exam papers...lol) once in a while and see where we are going, what we want to do & whether we are anywhere close to doing it. This exercise helps us to focus ourselves & also direct ourselves on the right path & that’s how we’ll know, are we doing our things right!
One of the things to do is to ask ourselves some tough questions (life deciding kinda). Are we making a lasting impression on ourselves? Are we making some positive difference? Are we falling into the traps, that society has set for us or are we strong enough to walk the untrodden path? (it takes real courage to be different, kinda the bohemian way). Are we grateful for what we have and utilize every opportunity that comes our way or are we always pining for materialism & wanting to impress others? Do you challenge yourself or do you just look for easy escape routes? All these are simple questions with simple answers. But many of us might find it difficult, as our defense mechanisms will stop us from finding the answers because we do not want to see the truth. It is not easy looking into the mirror. But look we must. “The mirror reflects everything with absolute clarity, yet we defy it!” We always have a constant fear of losing something, only to realize some good years down the line put in vain, that it was never actually ours, but was just a passing phase !!!
All of us can control our lives. We are the masters of our destiny (no one else has the key to your providence). Once we accept this, we will find that we have tremendous courage & tenacity to drive ourselves, to become what we want or desire. You need to keep telling yourself that you are responsible for whatever happens. Ultimately, your beliefs determine your convictions and consequently, your actions. Martha Washington, the former First Lady of the US, rightly said, “I have learned from experience that the greater part of our happiness or misery depends on our dispositions   & not on our circumstances.”
So let yourself know today “If you are doing your things right”?       

Saturday 1 October 2011

Love Aaj, Kal, Parso...!!!


Well before you confuse this title with the 2009 released Bollywood movie Love Aaj Kal, let me tell you it’s different (courtesy – “Parso” included in the title :P). But the essence is somewhat similar. I came across this title while reading a book which talks about two different person’s perception about love. The girl of course believes in unconditional love (very obvious – no offence against guys). I would not like to delve into the boy’s perspective. I just thought of writing something about “Unconditional Love”, sounds crazy, isn’t it, but my thoughts are even crazier! Unconditional, absolute love, the word itself has something divine about it. Spotless, pristine and simply pure form of love! Imagine how it would be to fall in love with someone crazily, madly & deeply. Unconditional Love - the kind that lasts you a lifetime, even if the person does not. Love that is not selfish or without any ulterior motive. Love that is as pure as the driven snow and has its existence today, tomorrow & day after! Aaj, Kal, Parso! (that's the title).


I know it sounds super crazy & quite idiotic too, probably ‘coz such kind of love doesn’t exist. But I still believe it’s worthwhile to experience this love once in a lifetime. How amazing that feeling is when your heart beats only for the special one. If he/she isn’t there, your memories span the miles to connect the two loving & caring hearts. The proximity of two hearts is so close that even distance in miles declines. Memories of such love remains with you lifelong until life leaves you. Some might be lucky to have the one for life, others might suffer from broken hearts too, but it’s true that those beautiful memories stay with you forever, even if the person leaves you. Memories are momentary and fleeting yet conjures, the beautiful times we spend with our special ones that detonates in our memory like poignant landmines, hidden under the weedy mass of years. Now you can connect it with the movie Love Aaj Kal. It portrayed the feeling of pure love which never changes over time although the perspective of realizing one’s soul mate has changed over time. Well without delving any further into this, let me conclude, once in a lifetime do love someone totally, unconditionally, absolutely, crazily & madly. I can’t stop myself from writing these four lines of my favourite Westlife song. Try crooning it for the one you love unconditionally!

         To hold you in my arms,
          And promise you my love,
          To tell you from the heart,
          You’re all I’m thinking of.

Tuesday 20 September 2011

Voice of Hope & Faith.....




I always thought life is a garden of flowers ready to bloom,
Though I forgot, flowers do have thorns that results in gloom.
An exuberant breeze came in with happiness and love abound,
But could not sustain the tyranny of thorns & left with dejection.
Praying a new ray of light & hope illuminate this garden tenderly,
By removing the pessimism of thorns !!


Monday 19 September 2011

At times I feel.....



At times I feel, I am frozen inside like a stone,
Without the blood rushing down to the core.
My soul is searching for a place to hide,
To save itself from the killing dark inside.

This numbness becomes so intense,
That I can see even life grimacing at me.
But that again seems so disheartening,
Making me feel morose as, there’s really nothing inside.

I wish my soul tears off its corporeal restrains,
And up above the sky glitters with the shining stars.
Renouncing this worldly troubles & conflicts,
And setting free its spirit for the serenity divine!

Another world of quietude with nothing to crib about,
No feeling of happiness or pain, no numbness to breathe.
Just heart of a devout for the almighty so real,
With the blessings of the omnipresent for you to beseech.




Divine Realisation....!!!



Up above in the bright blue sky so divine & serene,
The clouds were moving gradually, forming a hazy picture difficult to envisage.
I tried hard to make out what it was by pressurizing my little brain,
And then I was completely awestruck coz it was a human face.

I was enthralled to see that, & tried to figure out who he was?
But as aroma disappears off an incense stick, the clouds separated with a swagger
Leaving me with a puzzle unsolved..
And then there I was again, recollecting who he was??

Then like river water gushes & violent wind blows,
It suddenly struck me; I know it well & have seen it before.
It was just that neither I was trying too hard nor was pulling up the cells of my mind,
To recognize the vague image I saw up there, in the sky so divine!

The image up there, was nothing just a reflection of you in my heart,
And like stupid’s I kept wondering what it was!
My eyes could see you coz my heart was beating for you,
So there you were like thoughts playing on my mind,
Heart is a beautiful temple which guides you & distinguishes various colors of life,
So this chasteness of heart drew your picture & connected me with the divine!!!

Friday 16 September 2011

Perfect Endings...Do they really exist??


Cogitating for sometime over the topic gave me some respite than thinking about idiotic things all day long & getting nowhere, ughhh I hate it! Anyway before I digress from the mentioned title (and somebody curses me), let me get back to it. The other day I was watching a Hollywood comedy flick which talks about relationships without commitment & emotional muddles (sounds interesting only till you watch the ending). The lead pair decides to go for it who are actually friends, the guy claims to be emotionally unavailable & the woman of course claims to be emotionally damaged (given the femininity factor - guys don’t be jealous). The whole movie then revolves around the various ups & downs this couple (oops friends) face. Eventually their once decided formula of no emotional baggage to clutter the bond with, changes radically only to realize there’s nothing called no strings attached & then the very obvious Perfect Ending follows (no prizes for guessing…huh !)

The actor tells her how he really feels & the movie ends with a sensual embrace & passionate kiss between them. Well I thought it will have a different ending but Hollywood sold the same cliché philosophy of love like our very own lord of romantic melodramas – Bollywood (it’s got PhD in romantic flicks – no ambiguity). And this is how I got my title to pen my thoughts on. (love to bother you people with my stupid thoughts).

Imagine if life would have been a movie, everything would have been just so perfect, isn't it? No tensions, no worries, no emotional muddles, no break ups, no complexities & even if it existed, there would have been 99% surety (lets spare the remaining 1%) that we’ll have a Perfect Ending no matter what. Such is human psyche we always wish to be happy, to get things we really need & have people we love. But life keeps playing games & at times you find yourself in the middle of the worst mess ever, thinking & praying of that perfect ending. I feel sometimes you should just let your life move at its own pace, don’t expect, plan or steer it in any direction, just play it by the ear, you might end up with something you really deserve (if not desire). And always keep your hopes up (that’s the last thing to lose), have faith in the almighty, believe in yourself, trust your instincts, love unconditionally, give generously, who knows a Perfect Ending might be waiting for you too !!!

So just don’t worry, even if life isn’t a movie, a Perfect Ending can soothe you with a pleasure divine, ‘coz they do exist. Just keep your arms open; when it will embrace you, you’ll be overwhelmed!!!





Thursday 8 September 2011

The Silent Eyes....



The curious silence of your eyes speak volumes
When your lips are sealed with the pain that you hide..
I can see in your eyes an amorous love restrained…
With the shackles of worldly troubles destined....

I can see a yearning in your eyes for an unconditional love,
That can touch your heart & heal your restless soul
Freeing you of all your worries & tensions with just one touch
And stand by you, undeterred by what the destiny has to unfold…

Why do you allow this bondage to cripple you?
Why do you let your brimmed up tears dry?
Why do you restrict yourself to take that one step forward?
Why do you punish yourself for a paltry reason?
Why do you fear to fall in love again for a beautiful way ahead..??

You want to be loved by someone truly,
Why do you let go off, this moment of bliss…
Just ‘coz tomorrow’s bother is killing you today…
You are losing on the beautiful feeling of this world…
And embracing the silence of your hollowness with a painful smile…

Good and bad times are here to come, ‘coz we are put to test by the divine,
It’s the power of your invincible love that withstands the worst of testing times…
If the love you share is really true, nothing will be difficult to fight…
‘Coz you have the one whose love & support will sail you through the problems infinite…!!!

Monday 5 September 2011

Life - An Enigma...



Life is like a train of thoughts; it stops every minute with many jerks and jolts
And then moves on with celerity, without even realizing something happened a minute back....

At every juncture a thought boards & at every juncture the same alights...
Such is life, quite puzzled, overloaded with thousand thoughts....

Life is full of memories, be it merrier or lamented...
You are enriched with thousands of experience each day....
You swell with pride over some & some you mull over...
Isn't life an enigma?? Difficult to understand yet so comprehensible....
Difficult to live yet so enviable, that’s the charm....

You weave a world of your own sweet thoughts....
Some experienced & some undiscovered.....
In the times of crisis, you search these pages of life, take a look back...
And this enigmatic life solves your problems, gives you a breakthrough....
To steer even through the deplorable situations, & gives a reason to hold a smile on your face....

The entangled things stand solved & every problem is belittled.....
So this enigmatic life is giving you a reason to smile all throughout...
Seize this opportunity & take a note from your pages of life....

If ever you happen to ponder over some mysterious aspects of life Undiscovered...Unheard....!!!

Saturday 3 September 2011

A Tryst with the Soul....


I will punish myself, till I breathe my last
I will die each day with pain in my heart 
This lugubriousness is gonna be a part of my life
'Coz I don't see a ray of light in this dark inside....

These burns (wounds) inside create excruciating pain,
But I like the way, it hurts and writhes in pain
Don't know if there's any assuagement to this blaze???
Because life is cruel, it will rip you apart and make you frail....

 Dearth of feelings and absence of emotions...
 Life will be meaningless without this pearly ocean
 But I gotta have to live without them,
 As change is the only solution to this flamy conundrum....

 Moving ahead in life is crucial in all respect...
 But why do we have a trail to the path ahead...???
 Had it not been there, everything could have been obliterated..
 Giving your little brain that space to breathe and rest....

But at times it is good to look back and grin a little
Over the beautiful things that made you smile & survive
Even if it means, bearing a flamy pain...
To warm the cockles of your heart for a while...:-)