Voice of Hope & Faith.....

I always thought life is a garden of flowers ready to bloom,

Though I forgot, flowers do have thorns that results in gloom.

An exuberant breeze came in with happiness and love abound,

But could not sustain the tyranny of thorns & left with dejection.

Praying a new ray of light & hope illuminate this garden tenderly,

By removing the pessimism of thorns !!

At times I feel.....

At times I feel, I am frozen inside like a stone,

Without the blood rushing down to the core.

My soul is searching for a place to hide,

To save itself from the killing dark inside.

This numbness becomes so intense,

That I can see even life grimacing at me.

But that again seems so disheartening,

Making me feel morose as, there’s really nothing inside.

I wish my soul tears off its corporeal restrains,

And up above the sky glitters with the shining stars.

Renouncing this worldly troubles & conflicts,

And setting free its spirit for the serenity divine!

Another world of quietude with nothing to crib about,

No feeling of happiness or pain, no numbness to breathe.

Just heart of a devout for the almighty so real,

With the blessings of the omnipresent for you to beseech.

Divine Realisation....!!!

Up above in the bright blue sky so divine & serene,

The clouds were moving gradually, forming a hazy picture difficult to envisage.

I tried hard to make out what it was by pressurizing my little brain,

And then I was completely awestruck coz it was a human face.

I was enthralled to see that, & tried to figure out who he was?

But as aroma disappears off an incense stick, the clouds separated with a swagger

Leaving me with a puzzle unsolved..

And then there I was again, recollecting who he was??

Then like river water gushes & violent wind blows,

It suddenly struck me; I know it well & have seen it before.

It was just that neither I was trying too hard nor was pulling up the cells of my mind,

To recognize the vague image I saw up there, in the sky so divine!

The image up there, was nothing just a reflection of you in my heart,

And like stupid’s I kept wondering what it was!

My eyes could see you coz my heart was beating for you,

So there you were like thoughts playing on my mind,

Heart is a beautiful temple which guides you & distinguishes various colors of life,

So this chasteness of heart drew your picture & connected me with the divine!!!

Perfect Endings...Do they really exist??

Cogitating for sometime over the topic gave me some respite than thinking about idiotic things all day long & getting nowhere, ughhh I hate it! Anyway before I digress from the mentioned title (and somebody curses me), let me get back to it. The other day I was watching a Hollywood comedy flick which talks about relationships without commitment & emotional muddles (sounds interesting only till you watch the ending). The lead pair decides to go for it who are actually friends, the guy claims to be emotionally unavailable & the woman of course claims to be emotionally damaged (given the femininity factor - guys don’t be jealous). The whole movie then revolves around the various ups & downs this couple (oops friends) face. Eventually their once decided formula of no emotional baggage to clutter the bond with, changes radically only to realize there’s nothing called no strings attached & then the very obvious Perfect Ending follows (no prizes for guessing…huh !)

The actor tells her how he really feels & the movie ends with a sensual embrace & passionate kiss between them. Well I thought it will have a different ending but Hollywood sold the same cliché philosophy of love like our very own lord of romantic melodramas – Bollywood (it’s got PhD in romantic flicks – no ambiguity). And this is how I got my title to pen my thoughts on. (love to bother you people with my stupid thoughts).

Imagine if life would have been a movie, everything would have been just so perfect, isn't it? No tensions, no worries, no emotional muddles, no break ups, no complexities & even if it existed, there would have been 99% surety (lets spare the remaining 1%) that we’ll have a Perfect Ending no matter what. Such is human psyche we always wish to be happy, to get things we really need & have people we love. But life keeps playing games & at times you find yourself in the middle of the worst mess ever, thinking & praying of that perfect ending. I feel sometimes you should just let your life move at its own pace, don’t expect, plan or steer it in any direction, just play it by the ear, you might end up with something you really deserve (if not desire). And always keep your hopes up (that’s the last thing to lose), have faith in the almighty, believe in yourself, trust your instincts, love unconditionally, give generously, who knows a Perfect Ending might be waiting for you too !!!

So just don’t worry, even if life isn’t a movie, a Perfect Ending can soothe you with a pleasure divine, ‘coz they do exist. Just keep your arms open; when it will embrace you, you’ll be overwhelmed!!!

The Silent Eyes....

The curious silence of your eyes speak volumes

When your lips are sealed with the pain that you hide..

I can see in your eyes an amorous love restrained…

With the shackles of worldly troubles destined....

I can see a yearning in your eyes for an unconditional love,

That can touch your heart & heal your restless soul

Freeing you of all your worries & tensions with just one touch

And stand by you, undeterred by what the destiny has to unfold…

Why do you allow this bondage to cripple you?

Why do you let your brimmed up tears dry?

Why do you restrict yourself to take that one step forward?

Why do you punish yourself for a paltry reason?

Why do you fear to fall in love again for a beautiful way ahead..??

You want to be loved by someone truly,

Why do you let go off, this moment of bliss…

Just ‘coz tomorrow’s bother is killing you today…

You are losing on the beautiful feeling of this world…

And embracing the silence of your hollowness with a painful smile…

Good and bad times are here to come, ‘coz we are put to test by the divine,

It’s the power of your invincible love that withstands the worst of testing times…

If the love you share is really true, nothing will be difficult to fight…

‘Coz you have the one whose love & support will sail you through the problems infinite…!!!

Life - An Enigma...

Life is like a train of thoughts; it stops every minute with many jerks and jolts

And then moves on with celerity, without even realizing something happened a minute back....

At every juncture a thought boards & at every juncture the same alights...

Such is life, quite puzzled, overloaded with thousand thoughts....

Life is full of memories, be it merrier or lamented...

You are enriched with thousands of experience each day....

You swell with pride over some & some you mull over...

Isn't life an enigma?? Difficult to understand yet so comprehensible....

Difficult to live yet so enviable, that’s the charm....

You weave a world of your own sweet thoughts....

Some experienced & some undiscovered.....

In the times of crisis, you search these pages of life, take a look back...

And this enigmatic life solves your problems, gives you a breakthrough....

To steer even through the deplorable situations, & gives a reason to hold a smile on your face....

The entangled things stand solved & every problem is belittled.....

So this enigmatic life is giving you a reason to smile all throughout...

Seize this opportunity & take a note from your pages of life....

If ever you happen to ponder over some mysterious aspects of life Undiscovered...Unheard....!!!

A Tryst with the Soul....

I will punish myself, till I breathe my last

I will die each day with pain in my heart 

This lugubriousness is gonna be a part of my life

'Coz I don't see a ray of light in this dark inside....

These burns (wounds) inside create excruciating pain,

But I like the way, it hurts and writhes in pain

Don't know if there's any assuagement to this blaze???

Because life is cruel, it will rip you apart and make you frail....

 Dearth of feelings and absence of emotions...

 Life will be meaningless without this pearly ocean

 But I gotta have to live without them,

 As change is the only solution to this flamy conundrum....

 Moving ahead in life is crucial in all respect...

 But why do we have a trail to the path ahead...???

 Had it not been there, everything could have been obliterated..

 Giving your little brain that space to breathe and rest....

But at times it is good to look back and grin a little

Over the beautiful things that made you smile & survive

Even if it means, bearing a flamy pain...

To warm the cockles of your heart for a while...:-)