I wonder....

I wonder if I have closed the doors of my heart,

Just because I don't wanna get hurt again.

I wonder if the roads to the treasures of happiness were really long

Or I just missed them miles away..!!!

I wonder if I have secluded myself from the world

Or its just that I am trying to search my inner self…

I wonder if life is really bad or I am just trying to make it one…

I wonder if my memory is really strong…

Or I just try hard to recall things again & again…

I wonder why there was moistness in my eyes…

When there was nothing in my heart to say…

I wonder why I couldn’t express myself at moments of joy & pride

Just when it could have counted & probably made me felt alive…!!!

I wonder if I am living in a wonderland

Where reality needs to be touched upon…

Or its just that am trying too hard to survive in the

Deadly fret and fever of this hurried & frenzied life...!!!